today is mon... i pon sch... hee... immunolgy is my best mod so far... hope i can get A.
mrn woke up at 7am by my rashes coz its so itchy... after which went back to slp n got up at 11am to wake him up. :) went to see zhong yi... my body got toxic cannot shit out so shown on my rashes lor... nth serious really... jus cannot eat food like bbq, fried or sea food only... hehe... got ppl to tk care of my diet y will i be angry neh? hehe... after seeing doc went to west mall with my mum... we shopped n talked quite alot.. abt my bro studies and cousin's bf... went back hm to transfer files n pass de tumbdrive to jack, he n dennis went to m'sia to release stress... dennis jia you wor~ hope u can fight back ur happiness wif anne~ since sec sch til now... so much hav changed... between friends n relationship... for better or for worse it jus happened...
ytd... enjoyed alot n very tiring too. haha... went blading with sauming, xueying n alan... it was sweet n fun to blade with him... we fall down too.. my fault... keep losing balance... haha... but hope one day i can skate well n smooth... :)
walking on the beach with him... felt all the sand n sea water on my feet... walked almost from one end to another... we din talk much, jus felt comfortable with each other :) sat on the beach at nite... n tk a long bus ride hm... :)
bu zhi bu jue i've spent most of my time with him... did lots of tings... as well as share lots of tings too... is it too fast? not to him... mb for me... but i nv regret wat i did... felt i'm selfish sometimes... jus hope time can make me feel complete... i really think time will tell... hope he had the patience n tings can still stay the same as wat it is now... mb i worried too much... but i really cant help but feelin insecure... love isnt all we need... i hope u can really quit smoking one day n study well... but i really thx u for everything tt u did n tot for me... i noe for u u had cut down on ur smoking le... :) thx. but sorry if my thinking make u feel sad k... man man lai hao ma? :) seeya soon...
wish upon a star atMonday, February 27, 2006.Monday, February 27, 2006
yesh! finally last UT is over~ i can finally enjoy myself w/o worrying abt anything! and i've finished my work... waiting for presentation... hee... so much free time now for me to think of so much things i wanna do in the holidays!!~
i wanna learn how to roller blade... ice skating... kayaking... yoga... play billiard... and so many places i wanna go... later gg for movie... fri gg to watch a muscical 'to pa with love' with my classmates... sat gg for ice cream with them agn... hehe... i still wanna go ktv and buy clothes from Esprit by end of this month... wanna go a meridian cafe at bugis... watch lots and lots of movie... slack at hm... bake cake make chocolates... cooks lots of different stuffs... haha to be continue... too much to say le... duno y suddenly have so many tots... feeling happy now... hope everyday will be the same... :)(:
wish upon a star atThursday, February 23, 2006.Thursday, February 23, 2006
i'm in sch... bored as usual... hard to talk to ppl in sch~ argh!!! its gonna drive me crazy anytime~ feelin selfish and pissed off sometimes... i really cant help but feelin tis way~ i jus wan to seek for understanding n dun wish to explain myself... sometimes i jus need some time alone...
jus went to eat at kitchen culture with my classmates... i duno how to describe how i feel, jus feel weird... though we went there as a class even with facilitator ard... there were also ppl walking in small grps and have different topic to talk abt... abt maply story esp... guess i really not interested in it... but there are so many ppl talkin abt it... i'll jus live with it... and sometimes wonder off in my own world...
i'm sitting at one of the stairs outside the lab alone... felt so much better... in class are so intense n i feel very uncomfortable... y m i feelin tis way? y cant i jus joke ard like others in the class? nvm... 2 more days... after the last UT i can go out le... i can start planning what to do le... yeah... tml will be a better day :)(:
wish upon a star atTuesday, February 21, 2006.Tuesday, February 21, 2006
am happy n content... :)(:
wish upon a star atFriday, February 17, 2006.Friday, February 17, 2006
updating updating...
eh... shall start with the chalet ytd... it was one of the craziest night tis yr... they played with watermelon!!! u shuld see how they attack it and rub themselve everywhere with the watermelon... haha... we sat there for a very long time, waiting for ppl to serve us food. haha... after tt we bbq sweet potato with cheese! nice... yum... haha.... we went to the beach late at night too... playing with fire crackers... just before the fire gone off, we make a wish and throw it into the sea! went we do it tgt it looks like we are having a war.. haha. it was very very fun~~~ hahaha... everyone were cazily enjoying ourselves... it would be great if we can do tt every mth. haha...
how am i feeling now? hav i get over him? i guess so... it wasnt the same anymore, i already accept the fact that he had changed and with another ger... but i still need to time to let all those memories to fade away... the past is like a big stone in my heart... i cant feel as much as i did last time... but at least i still hav lots of frenz ard.. n i'm glad becoz of tt... :)
wish upon a star atSunday, February 12, 2006.Sunday, February 12, 2006