haha, decide not to continue to write after i wrote half way... jus let my tots be the past n nv rem agn... jus wan to be simple n free... hell to those unhappy tots. no expectatn no disappointment.
think too much.. too much to say... better dun say... den what de pts for this entry anw? no idea... :( jus shut down my com n get to slp. wake up le will be a better day :)(:
wish upon a star atMonday, March 27, 2006.Monday, March 27, 2006
wed 22nd Mar: shopping~ went to orchard with ming... shop til i drop!~ long time din shop til so happy le... thx dar... :) finally got my crumpler bag~ bought the black and grey combi de... but tis stupid design dun hav the should support strip which cost another 26bucks!!! i'm getting it soon... after tt went to shop @ heeren, he was lookin for fren @ num, after tt he went to shit, so i shopped alone for awhile (haha :p) bought a pouch as my new purse. hehe... we went to tk neo print!~ 1st time tking it wif him only... haha, taken lots of funny shots n took us quite some time to deco it. haha, we took some shots with my own cam too~ the light was great... anw, i was lookin for belt so we went to far east, saw sersiew, long time no see her still de same.. finally saw a shop selling alot of new belt and at resonable price~ gotta get it when i go to orchard nx time~ haha was kinda budget n auntie, to look ard for nicest stuffs at cheapest price.. but guess tts wat makes shopping fun~ wahaha... hope his not bored, coz i'll love to do shoppin sometimes, den no one will be free to accom me except him.. hehe... i got my 1st n guess de only bikini i will get in my life~ 1stly i really dun wear coz i dun dare, no assets... haha... as we r gg for sun tanning so i buy lor, anw it is nice n cheap. heehee... finally gotta eat at subway~ long time din eat le.. very shio~ haha... a happy n fun day for us~
wanted to write more de.. but lappy low batt~ update soon... (u aso better update ur blog yah.. haha :)(:)
wish upon a star atFriday, March 24, 2006.Friday, March 24, 2006
one wk had passed... had a wonderful wkends...
sat dinner with my sec sch frenz at my hse... so call gathering for them to catch up with each other... ate alot of stuffs... curry, bee hoon, steamboat, chocolates fondue, fruits etc... n my dar dar make de oreo cheesecake~ thx u so so much. alot of things to clean ar... luckily got him to help up... hee... after tt still spend de nite watching 'just like heaven' at kim's hse... 1st time spending a nite with him...
sun had lunch with my family n aunt at cwp... after that still went to swensen for gaint earthquake ice cream~ love de lime sorbet... yumm... still get to meet him after that, still rem i waited for him til 9pm plus for dinner. haha, he was so tired but still come meet me.. anw wanted to change my slippers at cwp de.. but de shop close liao. wanted to eat chicken chop at my hse kpt but aso sold out liao... haha... but its ok... end up eating roasted duck rice and rojak... haha still rem he kanna suan by me many a times and i tink i fa kee siao tt time... luff at him alot.. haha... sat at de playground we used to went as usual den go hm le...
Mon~~~ my birthday... mrn while waiting for him to wake up, i went to marsiling to dye my hair alone... i kinda like it sumtimes to do the tings i wan alone, n liked my new hair color... hehe... kinda copper brown red, arh.. watever u call tt... anw after that i rushed all the hm to eat n prepare... late for de movie 'date moive'. super lame n funny show... he luff n commented so loudly la... haha cute sia... anw, we wanted to go east coast to cycle n go back to de jetty de... but it has being raining tis few days... haiz... decide to go orchard to by my crumpler bag... haha but rch there le, see n hold de bag le... still cant decide if i want to buy anot, coz scare its a waste of money but i jus feel like buying... but he was thirsty so we went to buy drink, he's not feeling well so we went to eat fried fish bee hoon at lucky plaza, played awhile of pool n went shop shop agn... but by de time i decide to buy de bag the shop close liao.. haha fated la.. anw we tk bus to esplanade, taken lots of photo n fool around, haha... saw zhimin n frenz, they doesnt look please to see me, dun like the way they look at me but anw who cares... sat by the bay... tk some photos n fool around, sing songs... haha, time passes very fast need to go hm le... haha... he's late for last train so he took cab to meet his fren... one day passed again le...
next time die die aso mus go back to the jetty yah... i still wanna go roller blading, ice skating, kayaking n lots n lots to tings to do if we got de money to do so... as for today... i slacked at hm the whole day... chatting with him online n uploading photos... actually i'm kinda lazy too. by rite i need to reply the email abt my proj but still didnt... hvnt bath my dog, hvnt tidy my bedroom... haha... when m i gg to do all tt neh? i duno... jus feel like slacking... die liao la... muz be him who pass de laziness to me... haha watever... holi wat... still got quite some times be4 sch reopen... still can afford to delay... n most imptly spend as much time with him... coz tis is only de period we can be with each other as much as we want rite? of coz he still hv to meet his frenz, look for jobs n all tt, jus hope he wun tired up himself... as for me... i'll do watever my hearts says... thx for accepting the way i am now... thx for letting me to be my true self who r bothered by the past etc... time will tell, time will change for better... seeya agn sooon... :)
wish upon a star atTuesday, March 21, 2006.Tuesday, March 21, 2006
one woord to describe my day: tried. workin at marine parade today... kanna sun burn on my nose! damn tired... sweat alot and feet cramp~ stand all day... 'entertain' customers, see ppl 'face color' and still need to be cheerful. lucky got joanne n kim seah ard. called him at every of my break time. time passes fly when we are chong-ing for our target. finally he came ard 7 plus n waited for me to knock off ard 9 plus. thanks! :) we took 966 bus back to wlds with kim too... meet up with zf for a very short while, me n him has 'dinner' together near my hse kpt, sat at de 'playground' we used to go when we r still nt together yet. haha... his cousin called n he sent me hm...
be4 i went bathing he still smsed me to talk for a while with him if i'm tired, but cannot totally dun call... i still happily reply say i will call no matter what, coz i used to talk to him be4 i slp. but jus a few minutes after i bathe, i called him n he say he is busy cant accom me, hope i understand.
ta da! i was kinda shock in de 1st place... mind went blank for a while, like wow... like tt ar... tt goes my words... but i tink sth serious had really happened which makes me kinda worried n helpless. ur sudden change in mood scared me, but thx for still reassure me by saying sorry and will update me tml. felt kinda helpless, coz still duno wat happen, duno where or how to help. what i can only do is to allow u to do wat u tink is necessary 1st n let me noe later. will be prayin for u to be fine... hope u will not do foolish stuffs...
gg to slp soon n will be lookin out for ur call later... i jus hope tt i can be there for u... hope u understand my goodwill... seeya soon...
wish upon a star atMonday, March 13, 2006.Monday, March 13, 2006
thur: meet xueni at cck, walk ard, chit chatting while eating. den went kbox with xueni n sauming. it has been quite some times since i sang with them... but xueni went off at 1pm, sing with him til 2plus. walked to his hse from statn, 1st time walk under the MRT track... brought lota dvds but in the end only watch brokeback mountain. haha 'nice' and 'interesting' show rite? haha... after awhile more we took 965 back to wlds... waited very long for de bus, poked his duno how many times on his waist... haha :p, bus crowded with ppl... haha, n accidentially bite his finger. 1st time so early he send me hm... talked on phone, see him smokin thru my window... haha... had dinner, talked to him agn... we chatted on quite a num of stuff, promise to speak de truth abt feelings n everything... if not fine 100 bucks haha. thanks for ur willingness to hear my thoughts n accept who i am now... n really thx u... haha, everyday u like hearing the same tings liao.. but anw, i'm happy to be with u now, i think tts all tt matters... hehe... :)(:
wish upon a star atFriday, March 10, 2006.Friday, March 10, 2006
sun: mrn wake up, had my branch and went to meet sauming. we went to the lib, look at the photos we took ytd and other photos in my com. while on de way to cwp, saw jack and kim, they were gg to orchard with zf, joanne and dennis. i cant go coz need to accom him and had dinner with my family. after that went to food court accom him eat dinner and he sent me hm... it was raining... lend him my umbrella and he went off to work... though we did nth much but we hav actually seen each other almost everyday since after his exam. after he left we still chat on phone til he got to his work place at motorola. i noe de paid sucks and u hav to work alone for 12hrs, xin ku ni le, but after 3 days u quit got the money and look for better jobs with mark le. when he is working, i'm slacking... had dinner with my family and spend most of my time writing 'reflection'. so fast he called during his break time. talked a well... he so guai today wor, smoked only 4 sticks, partly aso becoz he got no more cigarette le. but its gd enuff he kept tis promise to keep less den 7 sticks per day. today only 4 sticks wor. gd job :) now spendin my time to either my friendster profile and updating blog... later find other stuff to do and wait for his call... :)
sat: wake up very early, went to wlds campus with sauming and the rest of my poly friends. actually i went there jus for the goodies bag, water bottle and tee shirt. hehe, but it was kinda fun ba.. got lots of tings to see, see fac kanna dunk and snakes, free nasi lomak and dou hua shui. after that went to mos burger drink milk tea, slack and tk photos~ haha.. 1st time takin photo with him... but very fast i got to meet mao to go JB le... he accom me to kranji, den i tk 170 with mao to custom. tk taxi to his hse n tk his car to find jack they all. both of them drive til very gd sia, esp mao. haha, show off one. we went to eat alot, very nice and cheap too~ eat mee hun keow, rojak, ice kacang, nasi pattaya, milk tea etc. played billiard too~ went to nice places de atmosphere all quite cosy de... will wan to go agn... dad drive me hm and i slept thruout de rest of the jounrney coz too tired le... went hm chat with him on phone til i fall aslp... :)
fri: went to east coast park with sauming, cycle ard the place we used to walk pass de last time we went... it was very relaxing, he sang while cycling n we jus chat along de way... went to the jetty, enjoy de sea breeze n senery... promise each other we will be coming back to tis place agn.. hehe.. after tt went to find my poly friends, fac treat us BBQ, had fun watchin them talk n play... hehe... after tt tk a long bus ride hm with him... :)
wish upon a star atSunday, March 05, 2006.Sunday, March 05, 2006