jus be4 my sch reopens...
went nite cycling with ming ming... initially im very sian coz sch reopens... plus the my bike's sit dad adjusted be4... i cant rch the floor! cycle to 888 for adjustment... denn head towards admiratly statn... den sembawang statn... den cycle thru long n wu lu road... jus be4 rchin ming's hse, turn left to a long running track to sembawang park! haha... the road was muddy... feeling sticky... n butt was in pain!~ haha... finially rch the spot n sat down... but after a while we cycle to ming's hse... rest for a while n continue with our journey.. haha... head towards Gambus... nearly kanna knock by a taxi at the filter lane... ming damn hot~! haha... long run ahead too... half way is up slope... but another half is down slope~ weepee~~ haha... cool man... the weather damn cold n siok la! haha... still not yet rch wor... cycle thru a long road again to my hse... haha... singing n shouting away... enjoyed alot... :)(:
jus 1 day be4 ssch reopens...
went to the cathay with ming... got the 1st stamp when we buy the NUM party tickets... another stamp from ya ku coffee shop... last stamp from cathay cineplex... bought 2 M&Ns for $4.40! but gave us only 1 receipt... end up ming bought ricola sweet for $2.80 jus to get another receipt. but after all those... we got our free tickets~ hehe... went to watch The Banquet... wat a 'artistic' show... alot of killing too... in the end duno wat kill her.. haha still cant figure out... after tt finally bought my ZARA top... hehe... after which we went to lucky plaza to eat the fish bee hoon n went hm... hehe...
1st day of sch...
fiorana again~ n tml too~ sian... very sian ar!!!!!!!!! i dun understand her, cant communicate with her n cannot get gd grades from her! shit... got to shrew up my last sem le! lesson really boring n nth interesting... i din talk in class~ how can? my results how? haiz.... furthermore... jing jie opting out from monash~ less 1 roommate~ n erah they all aso reconsidering... suddenly lost my direction too... duno if i shuld continue... alot of qns in mind... ad dip fees, 2 study days if i opt out ad dip, monash sch fee, other Aust uni, other course like veterinary... OMG.... confuse confuse... i'll tink abt it during week ends... after sch quickly eat with ying, alvin n michelle... went home to finish my RJ n prepare to meet ming n frenz to Zouk!!! haha... my 1st clubbing experience... initally... nth to do... only sit there, look at ppl ard, listening to them talking cock... waiting for the NUM fashion show to start... alot of gays~~~ from the way they talk, walk, dance n look at guys. haha... n i saw some1 very familliar... haha. after which is dancing! everyone is so high after lambogini n others alcholic drinks... dance like no body care... shout, moves n watever there is... at 1st i cant get into the mood... but see them like tt i aso cannot make them sian... but after a while i tk a break away from everything... volka lime is nice n drank beer... went alot of toilet. up to 6 to 8 times i tink~ haha... after it continue... there is alot of 'shows' to watch... how ppl dance, boi ger, boi boi... crazy moves as well as........... at ard 3 plus dey felt sian abt the music n no crowd means no gers... haha so we took cab to chong bang nasi lomak~ eat, listen to them chatting n vomitting... took cab to ming's hse... haha lucky he got sis... got my makeup removed, tk out contact lens, got extra mattress, tee shirt n short to wear... haha... slept for a while den... vomm~ 10am plus le.. he gotta go to sch... raining damn heavy... be4 went down umbrella very wet le.. n the water pipe is blusting! haha... tk 965 to wlds... went to toilet n bye bye... he went to sch i walk hm... n now... waiting for xueni... meeting her to buy her fren's bday present....
time passes so o o o o fast... i got no mood to study sia... 1st day is a disastrous... pon 2nd day... haha... i tink is becoz of the fac... n its last sem... n its 5 days instead of 2!!! haiz... will tink abt it tml... today enjoy my day n rest well... :)(:
wish upon a star atFriday, September 22, 2006.Friday, September 22, 2006
dear diary... guess u r the only one i can turn to now... feelin damn sian... to the max... like nth can really happens le... if there is, i aso no feelin de... numb...
i tink im stupid... like everyone is changing but im still expecting things to be like it used to be... mb becoz i hav not move on yet... for i did... but not as much as others ba... its sad to noe tt tings will not stay the same... n there is nth i can do really... so stop tinking abt it k... there will be sth better for u... tts why i hav to remind myself everyday... some times it gets too tiring... n i cant stop not tinkin n feeling sad again... it changed me... to a person tt im not used to be ba.. n i miss the old self... but its like not coming back again... it changed when everything else de... i can only feel it but cant be like it... so be it... like the new self ba... get sth new to hold on to ba... mb still not yet... but still hopping for one... true one... how i wish to hav a guardian angel... haha... tts when i look out for stars...
i got alot to write actually... but i deleted all away... i dun wan to be seen like a person who keeps complain... but infact i hav alot of complain in my mind.. alot of disatisfication... but nah... :x
meanwhile... i gotta be strong.. i gotta remind myself to tink positive... tt tt is hope.. tt is still someone else who really cares... mb nt the same person.. but still there is.. dun get sad be someone whom dun care for u anymore... live my own life... mb not as gd but still better den not... be content of the life now... keep trying... even if it looks disappointing... sure there is sth to look out for... find my own aims like... i still duno... but i will find one soon... at least for this very moment when im typing this blog im not sad... tml will be better... :)
mb i sound as if im pretending... mb i m... coz i dun wan to feel the way i shuld not... if no one hears it n it shall not be heard... anw i mb jus my sorrows tt will make ppl feel sian too... so nah... keep it wif me... not to tink abt it n mb it will be gone.. even it may not.. it will not coz more harm... it has always be like tt.. so be it... it isnt a great deal after all... after a slp it will all be gone n no one will even rem it... well except for me... it will all be a cycle until my guardian angel come n tk it away...
haha.. dream on... ya... im dreaming...
wish upon a star atMonday, September 18, 2006.Monday, September 18, 2006
today is sun... 3 days more be4 sch reopens... plus tml gg back to sch for FYP... tt leaves 2 days only... n today... i duno wat to do... shld i waste my time away slacking at hm watch VCDs, go get ZARA clothes or other stuffs? end up gg to eat kfc with my bro n meet ming to cycle. partly i'm feelin lazy... n partly i'm jus duno wat i wan... or some other feelings tt i do not noe how to explain... its like a feeling of disappointment in my life...
arghh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its like my heart, mind and body is not working tgt! hahaha...
wish upon a star atSunday, September 17, 2006.Sunday, September 17, 2006
went to Jasco ytd with my family... woke up at 7am! watch 'Grease' for awhile in the car... its not very far... rch there in a awhile only... the shoppin centre is so big~ like suntec city... haha... so... its time for shopping!! there's GUESS, topshop, MNG etc... BUT... there is no ZARA!!! argh.. i already hav wat to buy on my mind... BUT there is no ZARA... tts the sian-ist! anw, i still got a MNG Barcelona basic tee, 2 shoes from Vinnci for jus RM55~ haha one gold covered shoes and one brown rubbery with holes covered shoes... haha... bought a big sun glasses for jus RM19.90! n a bra too... ops~ n piggie keychains tgt with my mum... hehe... long time din shop with my mum le... one thing gd is tt... haha... :x n of coz with my family we can go eat a lot of gd stuffs~ mrn ate at a cafe at Lavender... ate breakfast set n cereal with yorgurt~ its nice... n lunch we ate at hongkong cafe... on our way back we still buy curry puffs~ haha i ate ming's share coz i too hungry le... plus the rest of it all eaten by my bro frenz! but i still got a bing pi for ming. haha~
he had working til 10pm at Enuos! so nv tot tt i will meet him until nx day... but... after i came out from bathing... went to my room n phone him.. he din pick up... instead... he opened my door! hahaha! he was in my hse while i was bathing... ya... i'm really surprised by u! haha :)(:
wish upon a star at.Sunday, September 17, 2006
1030 - 12.10pm --> driving lesson... U turn... stupid singh... attitude n sing indian songs... annoying!~ lucky he pass me... if not i really feel like hitting him!
12.10 - 12.45pm --> having lunch with ming ming... ate mee soto again...
12.45 - 2.25pm --> driving lesson again... narrow course n emercency brake! funny instructor... phew... pass too... going to tk review soon! hopefully can pass everything by dec...
2.25 - 3.10pm --> took the shuttler bus to YCK station... n took train to City Hall to meeting ying n shu en...
walk around the whole marina sq to find chocolate fondue.. no.. is to find coffee club actually... end up still go back to eat at chocoz... very ex... $25... we ordered milk chocolate with hazelnut paste... kinda sweet n special...
went to play bowling~ strike during the 1st game n score total 80~ haha duno concider gd anot... but 2nd game anyhow play... haha too tired... n playing ard with cam...
shop for awhile... went to ZARA~ try out alot of clothes... feel like buying all... end up buying none... wanna save money... spend too much le... meet ming at yishun n come my hse for dinner...
ok.. i'm done.. can call him n head to bed le... ciaoz~ :)(:
wish upon a star atWednesday, September 13, 2006.Wednesday, September 13, 2006
had a wonderful day! meet xue ni 10am at yishun plateform. finally can meet her... haha! went to cine Kbox for Klunch! we r their 1st customer~ hahaha... still got to push over the gate. ordered duno wat chicken... the jelly very jelly~ haha... very nice to bite. sang alot of songs... but mainly old songs... long time din update liao... after listening to alot of songs selected by her den i noe i very out dated. haha... must download n send me more new songs!~ sang til we no voice~ haha... after that went to look for my shoes... i wear my mum's new shoes... it bite me! make my skin come out n bleed. really very painful sia... but i din really express it... walked past some shops at wisma n taka.. but too ex... finally rch far east... liked one with open toe but dun hav my size! den settle on covered one... black n shiny... went to buy those low cut socks... really low cut... only got the front part... haha... den she help me buy plaster... haha. finally got all my bruises covered, wear the socks n new shoes... finally can walk better... haha... den we go buy tempura... rise the price by 20cents... sat outside the shop... eat n chit chatting... after tt thirsty... went to drink ice milk tea and eat french toast at 'full house'... haha... we jus eat n eat n chat... n also explore my new phone! haha... N6280... not a big deal phone but its kinda worth it... $99... actually can get it for free... but the person cheat me... last time check say my plan sept 5th ends le... actually only ends within 1 yr... so i hav to pay another $100... with my old hp trade it for $100... i still hav to pay $99 in the end... -_- ... some more msg cannot be save in sim card... last nite i gotta type out all the long msg sent by ming ming... haha... k k k... anw...
after all the drinking n eating... we shop! hahaha... try out some dress n top but in the end din got any... we were lookin at necklaces... wanna to make our own... looking for ideas.. haha saw some made from toy n logo... interesting... hmm... in the end she bought earrings n i got a hp pouch for my new phone which cost me $6.90~ haha really hav to tk care if tis phone now... if not end up like the old one... if u ever seen the condition be4~ wahaha...
we took train to marina bay so tt we hav seats as well as waiting for ming... such a big guy finish watching the last episode on ch8 den can meet us. haha... end up wait for him at yck plateform... took 965 to his hse...
Mark drop my hp! idiot... really scare the hell out of me~ i jus bought it n he dropped it... phew... later nth happens... if not ar... his LG demo set is mine... slack at his hse n took 169 hm..................
hehehe... tt idiot so tired still meet them for lan... haiz... cannot tahan him... see him like tt i aso tired... plz tink for urself k...
nice song by fan wei qi...
haha... thx for intro-ing tis song to me... friends forever yah... hehehe... see ya ard... enjoyed ur accom!!!!!
wish upon a star atTuesday, September 12, 2006.Tuesday, September 12, 2006
woke up at 9am... ate a bread with ham n prepare to go for my driving lessons... rch there on time, got the same instructor~ he is gd... pass me very fast. haha... met ming ming during lunch. haha jus nice his lunch break is betwn my driving lesson. ate mee soto... yummy~ less den 1/2hr he went off n show his walking back to sch while driving pass by him. haha. after lesson ends, took the shuttler bus back to yck statn. called fel but she felt its too late to meet up so i called jack, finally time is rite to meet... haha... went to dennis hse at bt gombak. Wow... his younger bro is heavier den him!!! ate mac... sit down talk cock... talk abt wat we want to do in future etc. see them play dota for a while n went off to meet joanne n frenz at mrt statn. suppose to go for dinner tgt but joanne gotta go hm eat n tk tings to dennis hse... so end up she went hm n the guys go play dota.... as for me? timming jus nice to meet ming ming after sch at yck statn. went hm got dinner with me youngest bro... poor him, always stay alone at hm :( time passes so fast... sit down watch tv... slack n time up~ he gotta go hm n i gotta read abt my FYP le... tml still need to go back to sch... tink i've not been focusing much in my FYP... kinda lost touch le... better read more n buck up~ last yr le~ must jia you!!!!
3/9/06
finally a day to rest at hm... hehe... had a wonderful week...
have been making chocolate for the pass few days since the day i started my holiday! still not yet come out with the best formulation... ;x
ming ming come my hse to make mango pudding~ haha... taste abit weird coz the mango i tink... haha, anw... gd experience... haha ;P
2/9/06
haha... its ming ming bday! chatted with his since 11 plus pm wish him happy bday at 12am~ so i was the 1st to wish him... mrn went to my sch with my parents for ipbms briefing, they talk abt the finance of gg overseas to study... most likely sharing flat with yingying, yun jing n yen shan. they showed us photos of the campus n the 3 weeks of life tt the last batch experienced there. sounds kinda fun, i always wanted to go overseas n live there for a period of time, i bet it will be a gd experience, there is four seasons n i only go there for only less than a yr, but i'll be missing CNY, n my bday~ ;( if results gd i may be staying for a yr for my honors. there is 1 mth holi during june, my parents say they may be coming over to find me! haha, but if ming ming having attachment i may be coming back instead~ save my family air tickets! hahaha~ during holi can work too~ their pay is so much better den s'pore la~ here mac hourly only like 4 dollar but there... bakery easy job is abt 8 to 10 aust dollars! haha~ anw back to topic...
its ming ming bday... we met in the aftern to go escape theme park! finally... the weather was very sunny, too sunny, me skin starts to boil~ esp the sun burnt area, got alot of water bubble... yucks~ not much ppl there, can understand why, there rides or for kids~ there were nth much to play too... we played go kart twice, once single another is double... ming ming drive me... n the engine stall once~ haha funny sia... n during the ride there is slope, duno y ming ming let go the accelerator n the car roll back! haha, the person working there have to run n push us up the slope la! haha~ she is a ger some more, so embarrassing~ haha, an experience tt i'll nv forget. we also played the 360^o pepsi ride as well as a few rounds of pirate ship, took photos on during the ride.. haha.. n there is a train 'rollar coster' haha super small la... most of the rides is like cater for kids only~ left the theme park at 5pm plus, played pool too... haha tis time i really sucks at it n make me pek cek!!!~ anw, took a walk ard pasir ris town park, ming ming saw ppl eating icecream so we went to white sands to buy cheese hot dog n ice cream, haha, eat as we walking towards the bus stop like 2 children la~ ming ming say when old liao aso wan to be like tt... let ppl jealous~ hahaha... wanted to bring him to eat NYDC or new york new york de... but he gian the yishun laksa, so we tot bus back there, but... too bad it closed~ haha so we went 925 to eat the chicken rice... went to northpt to tk neo print to put it in his new wallet... haha but ming ming wasnt happy with the photos coz he go n color his face n we cant find the function to erase it~ hahaha~ after tt went to his hse awhile n went hm le... it was like any other ordinary days but i hope he enjoyed his bday~ :)(:
31/8/06 - 1/9/06
haha... have been 'lying' to ming ming as his frenz (mei qi n xiang long, mark, dicky, weng n his gf nicole, jordan, edwin, andy) n me are planning a surprise for his bday! finally can get it out of my chest... to tell him what actually i m doing... haha~ from meeting up with his frenz to buy bbq food to pass meiqi the food n cake on the day of our chalet. thx u for planning n getting all the frenz tgt~ u noe who u r ;P
coz of the rain, me n ming ming cant go to escape theme park... so we played Xbox in the chalet. it was fun~ nv knew i will play games again... haha~ anw after tt we went to play pool, the pool table n balls there abit the sucks la... n ex too~ anw there was no other choice... after tt i bluff him tt i stomache have to go back to chalet, continue playing Xbox n 'knock' knock'~ hahaha! tts when the surprise started. they pull him out from the door n splash wipe cream~ hahaha~ its watery kind not those form kind. haha... the chalet smell of vomit smell~ after cleanning up we started the bbq~ after which we have cake for him too~ after everything we played games too~ its fun to have lots of frenz to play tgt... haha~ multiples of 7 n 007~ haha all these i nv play be4 but it was fun~~ as usual loser get to drink... n ming ming drink until face n eyes red red la~ after a while some of them went hm le... left some of the guys... they wanted to go for ghost haunted ended up nt gg... haha... we stayed in the chalet, ming playing Xbox with dicky n i played dai dee with the rest of the guys... it was 3 plus am feeling kinda tired le... after they went up we went to bed too... in the mrn we got up by the mrn call n 'bye' bye', we lefted the chalet. was considering if we wan to go to escape theme park but we were too tired... played a few rounds of pool n went off... taking 39 to yishun n went to his hse to get some slp too~ haha... after which i went hm in late aftern...
wish upon a star atTuesday, September 05, 2006.Tuesday, September 05, 2006