i lost my favorite black topshop jacket... :~~(
hate myself for being so freaking careless... hai~
wish upon a star atThursday, November 30, 2006.Thursday, November 30, 2006
its 11.26pm now... ive lots of work not yet done... jus wan to blog sth be4 i start... time jus flies... FYP report... hvnt even start writing in full sentance... just points to cover... min. 2000 words n 25 pages... its a draft report for my final year proj... mus be submited by wed... worst still... got 2 tests coming up... cell cycle adn structural bio... hvnt touch... wat have i done today? tot i plan today for study? ya... i woke up at 10am... start to write protocol and compile results for water activity... finished it by 12pm plus... feeling tt i've acomplish sth... tts gd... but i start to slack since then... look thru cleo mag again... start surfing for online shops... who knows its 4pm plus... quickly start my report... once i online... chat for a while... with my cousin n angie... she back.. tts fast... i'll be like her nx yr... studying at monash... but still keep in touch with bf... got tgt when back too... how sweet... asked abt how to do the report do... start to do the outline... basically jus cope n paste from the guildeline... see wat to include.. the flow etc... the most diff part is abstract n intro... decide to do it at the end... started off with materials and method... copy and paste for last report too... sound easy huh? but i spent hrs on it... n tts wat ive done only... rest of the time i was writing notes in point form as to what to be include... it jus the draft of the draft report... how stupid... i wan to do it gd but end up spendin lots of time on it... now i got no time to finish plus tests not yet study... haiz... its last sem de... jia you~
time really flies... its been mths tgt... starting to realise wat has been happening all this while... u r wat i predict in the very beginning... wan to start tings slowly for u were too confident... i noe tis day will come... i knew it but i still giv in unconsciously... for i din express.. but its inside me... now we hav got so far... hope we still hav the energy to carry on... its partly becoz of me... becoz of my thinking n feeling... im still not as strong as i hav been... i will protect myself in the way tt i tink is safe... i'll push everything away n start taking it slowly again... i dun wan to be disappointed... i dun wan to expect sth tt i will not get... words is so much easier to say den done... love is not abt words but feelings... for i will not expect anything no more... for i will not tink of any possibilities tt i tink so no more... for i will not compare the past and now no more... for i will not care no more... for i will not tink no more... for i will only focus on myself... tts all i hav after all... i cant rely on anyone no more... for it is easier to say den doing itself... tts jus my tinking... whether or not i can do it is another tings... i only hope for ur understanding... understand y i feel tis way... understand y i think tis way... understand wat i need... understand wat i dun need... understand every little thing of me even those tt i dun... is tis an expectation or wat... tts jus my tots... hav u understand it all? hav u even care abt it? i wonder...
wish upon a star atSunday, November 12, 2006.Sunday, November 12, 2006
sat... woke up at 8.30am... preparin to go m'sia wif ming n xueni to meet jack... took 950... 1st time use the new system... no need chop passport one... scan the passport and tumbprint by ourselves can le... cool~ met jack that Mobil Mart... he drives us to his hse... while waiting for him to get ready... we exploring his hse n look at his dogs...
had dim sum for our breakfast!~ not really very nice but still can make it... i love the 'ha gao' ~!! after that went to play pool... can see alot of under age kids... the place was rather U LU but there are some places to hang out for sports like pools and soccer court... there were some boardgames n die etc... well, we played for abt 1 hr... went to eat xiao long bao~~~ not so nice too... haha.. shanghai's the bestz!~ cheap n delicous...~ its was raining.. so we hang out at his mum shop... it beautiful.. all the design n ambience... ming almost fell aslp there... haha... den went for movie~~! 'step up'... haha was a rather nice movie but i guess still not as gd as 'take the lead' anw it only cause us 8rm... tts cheap~ but the some of the seats sucks! din hav the seats... wahaha
went to city sq... din get to shop much... ming bought his shoes... i bought a tee at FOS... nth else to buy le... saw some tops and shoes... but not really the one i wan... saded... the main part was our dinner!~ jack saw ah mao at city sq.. so we went n meet at a kopitiam named someting 101.. haha.. we ate BBQ stuffs... like chicken wings, stingray!!!!!, 'lala'!!!!, kakong, squid's grandson (haha!) etc... it was rather nice... eat til super full~~ 5 person for 91rm... we smell of oily BBQ after we left for home... nv fail to eat full full at msia~ hahaha. guess there will be more as xueni had listed the food tt she is gg to eat nx time... hahaa... feeling tired now... fell aslp jus now... really really tirred... zZzZzzZZzzzzzZZZZzzzZZzzZZzZZZzZZzZzZzZ
wish upon a star at.Sunday, November 12, 2006