damn pissed at florina now! she gives me C!
Comments for Team:Whenever you need a break, ask for it. Learning needs a strategy to build strong attitude based on each person aptitude. Learning is a process that helps not only at school. We all learn how to have a break and how to create a pleasant and useful environment for everyone around, how to follow rules and regulations and how to be creative and to use our imagination to work and live better in society.
Comments for Individual:To apply your ideas you need time spent in class. Going out for a long break is time consuming and results are impaired. Learning needs motivation as you specified in the presentation done for today. Will be better next time.
ok... firstly, it was a toilet break... n i felt tt it wasnt long. mb it is as our floor only 3 cabin can be used, n we hav to go all the way down. n it wasnt wrong to go for toilet break, mb she tinks so becoz alot of us went away during 3rd meeting. plus the presentation is so dragging la... who can tahan thru out? giving ourselves toilet break aso cannot... as if one can really pay attention thru out la... sometimes we also self declare break in between 3rd meeting n continue... mb becoz we started late... some of them unable to complete slides on time den the rest kanna... n it jus so happen to ask my team to present 1st... she really hav some misunderstanding with us lor... felt so offended by her comments... jus becoz of tt small matter... n she only tk into account from only tt particular event... its so unfair! wat she wan la... jus cant get her... only those who 'appear' to be attentive n listening gets better impression from her la... mb i shuld 'act' too in class... but its so hard... esp. in her class! arrgghhh....~~~~~
damn damn damn~!!
wish upon a star atWednesday, December 06, 2006.Wednesday, December 06, 2006
finally got sth out of my chest... at least the past still left sth worth treasuring... n suddenly i felt much alive n useful again... haha...
today woke up at 8am... study for abit... n online shop for abit too... haha... den get ready to meet fel at party world... finally got to sing with her... some of the songs tt we sang be4... wow.. tt was so long ago... haha. n some new songs of coz... tink my singing is deteriorating... anw... xueying sneak in after awhile.. haha.. well.. the ktv session was quite enjoyable... saw zm n his frenz outside toilet n in the lift too... wow... suddenly all wrss ppl met tgt... haha...
xueying went to pass her fren stuff den me n fel took 969 to katib... wait for her to 'open' shop n we sat there to eat nasi lomak n bubble tea... ya... the bubble tea really very nice... haha. n sitting there chit chat n catchin up with each other also quite enjoyable... maybe we shuld do it more often when we hav time yah? hehe...
n not forgetting ming ming la... who came down to meet me for awhile be4 he starts to study for his test tml... sit there talk cock n wait for my parents to come fetch me... haha... funny... wave to him thrice be4 my dad drive off to highway...
went to visit my grandpa... his health is deteriorating... the chances of recovery is very very low... all his main organs are malfunctioning... he needs the machine n high dose of medicine to maintain his life... it all starts with a hole in his stomach... which causing infections to his vital organs like heart, lungs n kidneys... it took jus 2days from difficulties in breathing at home to after operation lying semi consiously in surgery ICU ward... went in to see him with my mum n aunt n cousin... he was closing his eyes, duno whether is slping or resting... tryin to call him up by calling grandpa n said tt we were here to visit... heard my mum saying sth like get well soon n hope to bring u home in hokien... he managed to blind his eyes before opening... he cant focus with his 2 eyes.. they are not coodinating well... we do not know whether he hears or understand what we were saying... n worse... he cant express with those tubes in his mouth n his body is so weak... my aunt n cousin try to rch into the blanket for his hand... he was shivering... it was indeed cold in there but he's covered with blanket n those air bubble thingy to keep him warm... it was heartbreaking to see him like tt... thou i wasnt close to my grandpa but he is my grandpa after all... wats more... there are many other old people in other rooms... they are all with tubes n seems to be un or semi consious... each room hav its own stories... anw, i saw my aunt trying not to cry infront of my grandpa... she turned over n wipe off her tears. thou doc say he is not sure whenever he is consious but i felt tt he can feel own presence... his breathing n heart rate sightly inconsistent as if he was tryin to talk or crying... at tt moment... any human will feel sad for him... n there is no way to help him, to understand him or to know what he wants... OMG, i cant image if i am the one lying down there... choy... no so young i hope... life is really fragile, treasure what u hav now... really...
now my parents n relatives is gg to make a tough decision for my grandpa... whether to prolong his life as long as the doc could help with only aids from medicine n machines... not to mention the cost they hav to pay n the chances of surviving as well as the pain he has to go thru... or to let nature takes its course... luckily he has many children to support him... n my uncle n aunt r trying their best to fly back tml from HK... i hope they are able to make it on time... mean time their decision is to prolong his life until all his children get to tgt to see him n discuss further what to do nx
if i noe how to pray... i pray for my grandpa to feel peaceful... to be able to feel the love from his children n grandchilden... n he who choose when n how to leave this world... able to do so with no regrets in his life... n hopefully there is sth call heaven tt he can be with his wife...
i guess tts life... have to really tk care of our health... n to look after old people... discover any slight prob mus seek for doc advice... dun wait til too late... n most impt treasure what u have now... i treasure u guys... u noe who u all... anyone~ haha... :)(:
wish upon a star atSunday, December 03, 2006.Sunday, December 03, 2006
tu ran gan chu heng duo, bu zhi gai zheng mo suo cai hao...
still feeling disappointed by things that shuld not hav bother me... but its ok... i gotta be strong at my thinking... :)
wish upon a star atSaturday, December 02, 2006.Saturday, December 02, 2006