I fail my 1st TP test... haiz... everything went smoothly during revision and warm up lesson... BUT i fail my TP test... he gave me alot of demerit points... n he is so fierce~ rushing me to turn etc... once i made a mistake i scare... getting stress and nervous... more n more mistakes! haiz... i cant overcome the fear... it was too intense... anw the test only less for abt 30mins? oh ya... n he was late la! i was the only one left sitting at the waiting corner... nvm.. he came ask me go in car n warm up 1st.. ok.. but den.. i waited another 5 to 10mins inside the car! haiz...
tts nt the worse part... i need to renew my course for $84! because... the renew at $42 only last for 6 months... n i will only be back by dec.. tt will be another 6 months!~ not mentioning revision lessons fee and PDL!... ahaha its all money sia... hopefully when im back i can find a job and pay the fees myself... feeling so disappointed to fail the test... my SSDC instructor is very gd n kind... when i sms him my test route n give me tips as to wat to look out for... he said he had confidence in me.. but i dun hav.. n i fail.. haiz... but he is very very nice... will call n ask how im doing and gave encouraging words when i fail. hehe... grateful to hav him as my instructor. tink tts the only go ting abt SSDC. haha. n my dad... once got hm ask where is my liscence. haiz... disappointing!!!!!! Nvm.. anw... next yr... i will build my confidence again! jia you!!!!!!!!!!
5more days... haiz... hao she bu de ar... i dun wanna cry when ppl sending plane.. tts y i dun wan frens to come... but its alright.. hehe... 11mths only ma... very fast de.. i jus hope tt everything will remain the same... ming ming ar... u having exam now... busy studying.. no time to meet n go out etc.. but its ok... i'll find u whenever i can... jia you with ur exam... we will spend every single seconds tgt after ur exam!!! hehe... :)(:
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