today is 19th mar 2007... time 8.16pm... mon... first day of the fourth week since school has started... today... dun feel like doing anything... blusting music in my own room... listening to music... until nothing is on my mind except the lyrics of the songs... dun wish to know what is happening outside... i only want to be alone... living and dreaming in my own world... i guess it has always been like that... din get in touch with the outside world... but only the world i want to know...
tomorrow is my bday... haha turning 20s le... think less and less people rem my bday le... and not mentioning celebrating... haha... decide to treat it as any other normal days... din expect anything except for the gifts that my parents and ming ming are sending me... looking fwd to it everyday... keep checking my mail box til my friends think i'm cazy doing so frequent... but i dun care... i am happy with the way i am... doing my own stuffs... have my own stuffs to look fwd too...
people tends say so much about themselves that they don't bother about others. ya, mb they will ask how about you, but ultimately they spend most of their time talking about themselves than listening to others... mb tts y i seldom involve in conversation... only when i really want it to or necessary to avoid embarrassment. so what do i do? bottom up! till i can't tahan and show signs of 'depression'. i'm not sure if it is that serious... but ya... esp. here... without my family and ming ming... i'm more likely to bottom up things... but think it in a good way... mb i can get better control of myself... or worse if i lose control... haha...
ming nx time u come find me we watch the stars together ok? here sky is dark enough to view alot alot alot of stars... hehe... i miss you...
wish upon a star atMonday, March 19, 2007.Monday, March 19, 2007