just finished 3 of my papers... 1 more to go... that 3 days were nightmares... din really slp well. cant slp anw... too stress~! study all the way... slept for 2 to 3 hrs... cork up my circadian clock. study at nite n slp in the afternoon... having serious headache... ate lots of panadol... depression... cant relax. n no motivation to study but die die hav to memorise... think i did badly for my core units... but anw, its all over~...
enjoyed 3 days be4 studying for the very last paper which is on fri... haha... n straight away after exam i slept for more den 12 hrs straight! woke up at 3pm... haha... went to Kmart... jus walk ard n did abit of groceries... went to chinese restaurant... haha tts its name btw, run by hongkongean i think... all speak canto... frens went there to eat pig jelly porridge... its pig's blood... eerrkk... but i had fish porridge. its delicious... very chinese food... misses sg... haha...
nx day i went to book my driving test which is in Aug~ but its too late to convert to sg licence liao.. hav to take private when i go back to sg... i'll jus get aussie licence here so tt i can drive at the end of the year when my family come to find me... wow cant wait.. hehe... n we went to chadstone for shoPPing~~~~ haha... bought lots of stuffs... but its not all mine.. i bought everyone in my family a gift~ hehe... its so excited to shop for gifts for others... but its really headache coz duno wat to get for them... Anw i got tee shirt for ming n zuxiang... its only 10 bucks each... n a semi formal top for my dad~ its only $4.80 coz the 2nd piece has 70% discount! 70%!~~~ its crazy man. haha.. a necklace for zuyou... at $2 only. haha... also sale... n my mum a watch at $20. n of coz stuffs for myself too~ a top n finally bought a black skinny pant! had subway for lunch n lamb kebab for dinner! cant get enuff of subway man.. its the cheapest nicest food here... n lamb kebab... yuummyyy.... i love~ lamb~ hahaha! its really winter time, we went home ard 8pm, n it was foggy outside. as if we were in a very big freezer. hahaha. !
and the nx day, which is ytd... i had my driving lesson.. haha finally i noe how to park parallel w/o pole!!! hahaha... n i spent less den 1 hr for tt. haha... oh n be4 tt, went to this place call sui's delight... selling msia n sg food... its bagus! i had mee siam... it really reminds me of sg man... its cooked my singaporean too... but it is very very super duper spicy!~ n big portion too~ i cant finish it man... plus be4 tt i ate bread n choco cake le... but i still manage to finish half of it coz its really very nice. hehe...
n we nv fail to watch a movie be4 slp... watched skerk 3, it wasnt as gd as the previous ones i think... blade of glory... haha its kinda gay n funny show... n 1 litre of tears... it wasnt as gd as the series one... the movie cut alot of parts... doesnt really get into the feelings... haha... the series one can really make u cry...
suppose to start studying today... haiz... y???????? struggling inside myself... consiously my mind telling me to study... tts wat im here for... cannot disappoint anyone... esp myelf... i mus do well.. i noe i wun fail... but to get distinction or jus cerdit its a big different. subconsiously... i hav no mood n mode to study...haiz... jus hope time will pass by fast... n nx ting we are off to gold coast! wahaha... :)(:
wish upon a star atSunday, June 17, 2007.Sunday, June 17, 2007
ok... enuff blogging abt silly tots of mine... i dun mean to make every entries sound so gloomy... jus tt i only blog abt my worst tots... ok...
im gg to hav my 1st paper in 6 days time... cant wait for exam to be over... its a torture to spend 2 weeks on studies... stayin at hm almost everyday... sit on my desk facing piles of lectures notes... each day tryin to digest it... but nth goes into my brain! waiting for the moments of stress to come... den i'll start memorising... some times wondering in my own tots again... haha... if only i can go causeway point to shop n destress... anw, sth other den studies... plans after exams!!!
i hav 3 weeks of holi... planning to go gold coast with them... ying n yenshan~ haha... backpackers~ haha... 3 gers only... its exciting to plan everything on our own... from booking of accomdation n flights to planning how to take public transport around. take bus to station, from station need to take bus to airport... blah blah blah... haha... we decided to camp at the bus loop at 5am! wahaha... this is crazy man... but im sure we will enjoy out of it... haha. oh... its winter time! thou tts no snow... but its getting cold at nite le... can blow 'smoke' it. haha. i need to plan the whole holi trip for my family when they r coming in dec! cant wait all this to happen man... there is so many tings i wan to do... other den studies of coz... i wanna go to sing! shoppin of coz n to explore ard Melbourne...
haiz... but as for now... i'm stuck in my room preparing to exams! i noe its nth.. everyone need to go thru exams wat... but haiz... i jus wan to grumble abt it... im worst at memorising!~ i cant rem slightly tings like what did i put my cup seconds ago or forget the things i wan to say when ppl cut my words etc... i might be spending alot of time 'studying' but really... i din save much in my brain...
in my life... i'm grateful to have a wonderful family... my parents who trusted me n allow me to do lots of tings tt other parents might not allow... we will still call each other once every week... my 2 bros... thou din talk to them much... but they r still cute n nasty. wahaha... n nicole!~ misses her snuffing sound outside my door... she always like to lie there... n whenever i stress or bored i can sanyang her or play with her... i can't ask for more from them... only ting i can do is study well here n get a degree, find n decent job... den i can support myself n help out in the family more... sorry tt i cant really study well as in getting distinction or hons.. but jus a normal degree to get me hopefully better job... tt will be another 'stress' when i get back to sg... finding suitable job or i should say a career... oh whatever.. haha...
n not forgetting ming ming la... haha... later he scold me y always nv mention him or only mention him at the very end... haha... nth much i can ask for more from him too... he is very sweet to me... n r part of my daily life... everyday we will keep in contact... be it sms, call or webcam... feels like sth is missing or not complete w/o u by my side now... u r the only one who can make me laff out happily n talk to freely n most of all... be my own self... sorry tt i dun do or say those mushy mushy things like wat u did... wahaha... but i hope u felt the feelings i have for u... hehe.
as for frens... its a one big question mark... duno how to put it in words... frens come n go... so i prefer to see them from far... treasure them in my own way... n apprear once in a while to see if they r doing well... :)(:
wish upon a star atTuesday, June 05, 2007.Tuesday, June 05, 2007