so fast another week has passed... nx week is my 3rd week of sch liao~ haiz... hvnt been focusing on studies lei... have been dozing off in lectures... if not miss half the the lecture due to lab... thou its only just the beginning of semester 2... but im scare of losing out... scare i cant score as well as in semester 1... have been wanting to start work early n listen to audio lectures... but just... not the right mood to focus... haiz...~~~
duno y... recently i get slpy n hungry easily~ haha...
i'll always tink of the same 1 qn when im bored - 'what will i be doing at this time if im in singapore?' oh! i even tot of gg to ktv out of sudden! if im in sg, i can jus call up my frens n go to civil centre~ its so near my hse la, feeling come n go liao. haha, but here... haiz...............................
if im in sg now instead of aussie, i tink i will be happier n more comfortable n most imptly be myself... thou it may appear to be more 'freedom' here... sometimes i feel restricted. i cant express freely... sometimes i behave not like myself... just feel uneasy... mb tts y sometimes i rather be alone... n my mind keep wondering off in my own dreamland... la~ la~ la~ la~ everytime i feel troubled, i'll tink to myself... tink n find solution n console myself. but this makes me 'unstable'... do stupid things and lost my temper easily... i noe tts not gd.. tts y i better fill my mind with sch work... which im trying to do now... ya... t r y i n g...
oh well, enuff of tt tot of mine again...
ah~ theres once... i bought sour plums from chinatown in the city... wah... very ex lor~ A$2.80 per 100g... i bought it anw coz i got the craving for sour plums!~ here everything is so ex lor, always need to crack my head as to buy it or not. i even tot of saving money n not spending money to buy 'unnecessary stuffs'. but who cares~ if tt makes my happy den y not? since its so hard for me to feel happy here... plus i've been thinking... nx time after graduate i'll be working n pay for my own loan... tk it as i spend 1st n pay later lor~ :) see wat i mean by tinking to myself? thou its jus simple everyday tasks but wouldn't it be nice to hav some1 to share n talk to abt the tings i have in mind?
haiz, i drift off into my own tots again... anw... i was here to blog abt my 'exciting' life de...
ok... today is the 2nd outing with ALMOST all the RP gers... but still got ppl fail to meet on time n some dun even turn out AGAIN. oh watever... doesnt matter to me anw... so... we went to The Glen... bought tickets for The Simpsons Movie 1st using movie vouchers... saved $1.50! see, all of us budget sia... haha... anw, after tt we went to a chinese restaurant - selling dumplings!~ the fried dumplings n xiao long bao are so much better den the one i eat in the city!!!!! n i still not full after the lunch... feel like eating more de... haha nvm... will come again. i'll bring my family here to eat! went to look for ski gears like goggle and gloves... haha, cant find gloves of my size... gg to look for one in chadstone nx wk!~ hopefully can shop abit... i need retail therapy soon! if not i'll feel uneasy~~ anw, The Simpsons Movie, is very lame n stupid but is really hilarious~ kinda not worth to watch here coz it cost A$10!~ i can actually download it from DC++... haha. but its worth to watch it with so many frens...
ya lor... tts all for today lor... got hm quite early... so cooked sardines and scrambled egg for dinner... a fast n simple meal... oh! n kimchi!~ haha... we bought 1kg of kimchi to share~ (: webcam with ming for a while only... coz he was doing his proj n gg out soon to meet his fren who has jus booked out... now im alone in my room wondering wat to do nx... haha...
tts all folks!~ I MISS SINGAPORE, MY FAMILY, MING, N FRENS~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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