haha... ok... just a quick one...
jus webcam with my mum n ming... he went to my hse... to collect his stuffs n bathe nicole~ wahaha!
hehe, so happy to see my hse, my mum n bro n nicole~ hehe... ming say she lose weight liao coz mum only feed her once in a day... hahaha! how i wish i can lie on the sofa n watch tv~~~~~ hai~~
tis few weeks ive been really busy with sch work... just finished 3 MCQs... n results so fast out liao... pretty gd... but hoping to get better thou... haha... as always... now i got another report due tml! hopefully i can slp early tonight... still got driving lesson tml! haiz... felt tt i kinda waste money on the driving lessons here... damn... shall not remind myself anymore...
oh well... nth much to update abt my life recently... jus sch work...
fel ar... where hav u been ar? din hear from u le lei.... talk to me too!!!
haha... tts all folks~
counting down to sauming's bday... 4 more days... hehe... hopefully my parcel will rch on time~
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wish upon a star atThursday, August 30, 2007.Thursday, August 30, 2007
feelin damn freakin pek cek now! arrrgghh!!!!!!!!!!
i slept for 12 freakin hrs!!!!!! its 3pm now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! damn it~
i suppose to woke up at 9.30 do study n do my stupid work! damn i slp like a pig in my room. everyone tot im awake summore!~~~~ arrghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wish upon a star atSaturday, August 25, 2007.Saturday, August 25, 2007
this post is specially dedicated to Mr. Goh Sauming, dog. hahaha!
i just hang up the phone with him. stupid skype cant use... i was very fed up the whole day for not doing any work while others have already started. felt like im too slack again... but i also got no mood to do... n i still wan to work hard some more n wat i've done is totally opposite of what i want... tts what make me even more pek cek....
but den this ming ming do alot of stupid b funny expression n noise... make me laugh non stop again.... haha... he can change super fast lor... one moment can be very sweet, the other moment very fierce. and he still scold me bad words!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha~
he is one nice, sweet n cute little guy... but he always dun hav confidence in himself...
hehe... happy to see this post??!?!?!?!
dun say i din mention abt u huh~ ;P
wish upon a star atFriday, August 17, 2007.Friday, August 17, 2007
ops, im here to blog again... im really bored at hm la... despite the work load... haiz... if im in sg i'll be meeting ming de... oh mb not now coz he is in the middle of exam... haha...
well i jus wanna share my tots... its very hard to hav a listener... blog is the best place for my own flow of tots n reflection of myself when i read it again... i m my own listener... :)
i tink its just psychology... ppl tends to feel better when some1 understands or know exactly how it feels... just like listening to a song that sang out lyrics of ur tots... just like reading tarot cards... it trigger my own tots n subconscious state of mind... or i just deceiving and consoling myself? haha...
how you feel about yourself now (The Hanged Man)You feel a little confused and perhaps fearful because you sense or know that there is someone or something you need to give up to be able to move on. This self-sacrifice isn’t always clear - you may not even know quite what or whom you should give up. This is a time of passage from one phase of your life to another and The Hanged Man can signify a time of spiritual development too. Perhaps you need to try and look at things from a different perspective.i duno how i should spent the rest of my semester... should i sacrifice enjoyment for studies? how hard should i studies? i have to set my mind if i choose to work hard for my studies. looking at different perspective - mb i should enjoy n work hard for studies at the same time, need not sacrifice anything, just that i have to learn how to balance both of it at the same time.
what you most want at this moment (Wheel Of Fortune)The cards suggest karen, that what you most want at this time is a turning point in your life and positive change - well expect it now. Life will go up a gear or two and events will accelerate forward. Destiny is at play here - have you noticed a number of events that seem rather a coincidence? This is synchronicity, trust it and go with the flow.yes, i always wanted a change in my life. i always feel something is not enough but i don't know what is it. i don't feel too much or too low emotions... neither very happy nor very sad. like some part of my is numb... i don't know what to expect out of myself or i should say i don't know or accept my limitations. haha but whats my destiny? i don't see any sign lei. mb i just go with the flow... keep blurring myself.. haha.
your fears (The Star)You are fearful of the future and rather lacking in self-belief - you are afraid your hopes will be dashed. Well don’t be, this is your wish card - a time of joy and fulfillment. Good health, possibly after a time of illness, and good fortune that will give you a new zest of life. If considering a new love affair, new job or career, or travel, then go for it. You may also receive a gift or gifts!yes! i scare i put too much effort n hope but the result doesn't turn out to be the way i expected! lacking self-belief, i don't what is enough... just keep trying blindly... or playing safe... i just wish that i could score well for my semester 2... i nv knew i could score distinctions n now after sem1 i expecting more from myself... is this what i want to fulfill in my life or i just afraid of losing? and what will i lose if i don't get my fulfillment? my limitations?
what is going for you (Judgement)Brand new potential, an opportunity which once given must not be ignored, a new project, decision or relationship that could affect the rest of your life. You will enjoy success and enjoyment for past efforts, events will pick up a pace and the outcome will be quicker than expected.ya... mb i should continue trying my best w/o worrying what the results may be. (but its so hard not to worry esp for me!!) its a very gd opportunity to come aussie n study and for only 1 yr to get a degree. i should enjoy my life here and maintain my results... ya... hope time will pass faster than i expected and everything will fall back into places...
what is going against you (The World)As always, fear holds us back and so often leads to missed opportunities. Do not give up or change direction this late in the game just because you have experienced delays - stick with it, have faith and trust the universe, and you will reach the successful conclusion you are wanting.ya lor! i always got lots of UNNECESSARY fears and worries. haha my delays is slacking and lacking behind of my expectation? ya... mb i should have more confident n keep aiming high. at most i fall real hard and go crazy and unhappy about myself if i don't success lor. haha!
outcome (The Lovers)Love is coming into your life even if you really can’t see where from at this time. If you are on your own a new lover will soon enter your life. If you are in an unhappy relationship you have a choice to make - go with your heart, take the risk, greater happiness is ahead of you.haha no! im in a happy relationship now. mb i need to have more faith and confident in it. i still cant give in totally... i'm not crazing drowning in word of love... but i am true n faithful to u. i couldn't be happier w/o u... time will tell... how stable our relationship will be... hehe... more to come k... there is nth i can do (except webcamming with u) but to look fwd to the day that u will come find me... :)
haha... see la. time for dinner liao... haha! i gotta really put my heart into my sch work later!
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wish upon a star at.Friday, August 17, 2007
i hope i did well for my IMM MCQ exam... u mus be tinking MCQ only rite? not so easy ok? haha... i spent quite alot of time jus studying this stupid MCQ, mb coz its the 1st exam ppr... skip 1 lect for my core unit again... now all other units are lacking behind... haiz... HUP MCQ, 2 assignments due nx week!~~~
i tink i'll be blogging more abt my studies le. no more fun~ i mus remind myself abt studies studies studies!! i hav to focus man... i dun feel as stress as compared to last sem... is it gd or bad ar? i really scare tt im slacking this sem lei... haiz wat to do...
ytd went for a mini late national day celebration in school! its organized by SAM (Singapore association of Monash). haha... thou we are not members from the club, this is the 3rd event we joined... 1st is ski trip 2nd is the monash multicultural night. n now already sem2 la~!~ anw, its sg style bbq... suppose to have satay de~ but only got chicken wings, fried noodle n rice, sambal sotong n prawns, veggie curry... n pizza... haha. we pay only 4bucks so cant expect much too... oh, n ying won the NDP goodie bag~ haha! n i got the star shape light from her. hehe. :) the lounge is so small la~ cant really watch the NDP show... so we, the RP girls... (haha, like very proud if it) sat outside n start gossiping~ haha... n yes~ most of us put on alot of weight la! n we were talking about our eating habits~ someone say got oil in the air~ n we r munching oily air~ haha. no meaning... anw... my senior put on 6kg last yr~ she say will lose weight during summer n back in sg... hopefully.. haha... n i need to start eating healthily liao... gg to buy more veggie salad n fruits! n no more musli bar for me! n tink tts wat contributed to me weight!
oh n we were talking abt further studies too... she say it will be wise to go for Masters if cant get into Hons~ thou Hons only 1 yr but there are diff classes, more competitive n stress.. Masters is a 2 yr course n with Bachelors w/o Hons also can get it~ wow... haha... sounds pretty interesting n easy huh... haha. i tink only apply in aussie ba.. in sg dun tink so easy lor... well i need to double check too... but my plan is still gg back sg n work 1st... hehe...
ai ya... talk so much.. now is still the most critical period rite??? i still in my sem 2 only... how i wish it will end soon... but hav to go thru another round of exams again... wat m i thinking? cant be so slack le! wake up wake up!!!! i've been slping alot noe... ytd slept for 7hrs... go for 1 hr lecture... i start dozing off again!!!!! argh~ after lunch i go back to slp again! haiz... woke up at 4pm... as usual i tink become routine n my only past time is to sit infront of the com... browsing friendster n blog... i tink is the only way to keep in touch n noe wats gg on with friends in sg... haiz... but i dun like to go on MSN... haha.
i miss ming, my family n frens once in awhile... :( sometimes msg, call or webcam jus isnt enuff.. if u noe wat i mean...
oh oh... n jus 1 more ting be4 i end... theres a new born bird, a chick near our house! its plover bird... n its super cute~ think still cant fly n keep loitering around our area. but the worse part is... it has 2 super noisy n protective parents... but its amazing how protective they are. one will stay on the ground n follow the chick to where ever it goes... one will stay high, either on trees or building to watch the surrounding... when we walk pass the chick, the one on the ground will make noise at us n spread out its wing to protect the chick behind it~ n the other one will flew down n watch over the chick~ OMG~ isnt it amazing!? haha...
ok... gg back to do my sch stuffs liao -_-|||
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wish upon a star at.Friday, August 17, 2007
OMG!~ driving me crazy to read so many journals man~~ was doing research assignment... the whole day!!!!! read n read n read n read! the more i read the more confuse i get... after all the reading there is no aim for my topic! how to start sia... damn... duno if i've wasted my time not... in the end i emailed the researcher... hopefully she will reply, if not im screw~~~
ok... tink i do too much liao.. need to get away from it...
guess i slack too much liao la~ duno how to start with my sch work... n nx wk i got Immunology MCQ! mus really study liao... haiz...
wish upon a star atMonday, August 13, 2007.Monday, August 13, 2007
tis week i've not been doing any sch work at all! feeling so guilty~ tue - groceries, wed - Alfred hospital for honors projects talk, thur - chadstone to shop for their clothes for friday. fri - monash multicultural night.
but yest was great too~ it was at the international of brighton.. very high class sia... haha... took lots n lots of photos~! n its so cold to wear dress in winter! i wore 2 stocking~ shh.. :x haha... n it looks so white la... coz only 1 color... ang mo skin fairer ma... haha...
the food ok ok only... looks nice... but the main course... grilled lamb is so stiff n hard to chew!! theres lucky draw n some performances... the belly dancers are sexy man... haha... playing with candles n took lots of photos~
i really cant dance man... when the stage is open at the end of the dinner... alot of ppl dance at the floor... so we join lor... but i jus cant dance no matter wat the song is... i enjoyed the songs but i jus cant move with it man... haha... everyone is moving n dancing away im like trying to get along but very stiff n dead -_-|||
worst still... gg to club seven... tts lots of ppl! can see everyone is enjoying themselves... but im like.. eh ok... hmm... haha... in the end sit at the corner looking after clothes of others... great... sit there for like half an hour for them to play enough n come back... den we went out to look for night rider home... lucky still can catch tram at 1am plus~ n find our way to look for night rider in the city... tts lots of weird ppl on the road... really weird... anw... journey hm was like 1hr? finally reach hm at 4am... talk to ming on phone... while im really tired n half awake le... finally slept at 5am plus...
n today... slept til 1pm plus! cook mee for lunch with dumplings~ yummy... i like the jiu cai~ haha... after tt... upload photos n talk to ming on webcam... blog n tidying my room... basically do everything other den studies! haiz..... from nx week i'll be having MCQ exam n assignments due dates every week til sept!!!!!! come to tink of it will make me stress! dun hav the mood to study yet... damn... i scare i'll lose out man... i mus keep up with my results... tts wat makes me even more stress n slack at the same time... haha, if u noe wat i mean...
alright, guess i need to bathe n prepare for dinner now... n den worry abt studies ba... :(
Monash Multicultural Night:
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2088715506
wish upon a star atSaturday, August 11, 2007.Saturday, August 11, 2007
this few weeks have been quite happening for me... lets see...
ski trip... we left on thur nite or shuld say fri mrn at 3am~ try to slp on the bus... its damn cold... slept only 3 hrs... have 1 toilet break cum breakfast at Mac... den continue our journey to falls creek! finally rch there after 7hrs of bus ride~ its so hard to walk on the snow with our normal walking shoes... some is thick n others slippery...
once we unload our bags... we went to hire equipments n prepare to ski~ there's beginner lesson at the top of the mountain~ n we hav wear our ski gears up... haha... yenshan tried to ski down the slope for the 1st time... haha, she duno how to stop, bang to other ppl... damn funny~
the 1st day i still duno how to turn left n right~ keep dashing down the slope~ n fell a couple of times~ its so hard to get up by myself... haha... so embarrassing! after lesson we keep trying on our own down n up the slope to learn how to turn by ourselves... 1st day fail~ :p
2nd day:
before lesson go ski again. tis time we even tried the ramble before knowing how to turn~ scary for the 1st time... keep falling too! n gg very fast... not really enjoying. we took ski lift up to the top again... :)
2nd day instructor is so much better la~ finally i can turn down the slope slowly! hahaha... den he took us to the wombat ramble... is one of the course down the slopes. its fun when u get to learn how to ski properly w/o falling down~ the turning keeps us in slow speed so tt we wun dash down the slope n fall! finally~ haha... after lesson we tried to ski down again~
very fast we need to return the equipments on the 2nd day le... abit shu bu de... still wan to ski more... anw... the food provided in the lodge is great! yummy~~~ 3 course meal for dinner~ wow... its really like we r living in aussie home... the place is great! n all international students... alot of singaporean... can speak in broken english with la n lor with them~ haha... n it was fun to play taboo with them too! we actually understand each other 'broken language'! haha damn funny... of coz there r some spoiler with attitude prob in the game... act proud n bossy.. so i dun wish to play anymore n went back to slp~ :)
3rd day:
before leaving we went around to take photos n buy souvenirs. theres snowball fight! haha... n ppl building snowman too~ had a great ski trip with them... tink we enjoied more with 'our ppl' as in singaporean ba... feel more close esp in oversea... haha...
got minor muscle ache... n the nx day is mon, we need to go sch liao :(
Ski trip @ Falls Creek:
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2088899830
wish upon a star at.Saturday, August 11, 2007
haha, im here again... hav been blogging quite a few times recently huh... hm...
im gg to falls creek for skiing later at 2.15am! haha, its 7 hrs ride there... gg to slp on the bus. will be back on sunday evening~~~ :)
hate myself for dozing off during lectures again... haiz... i tink i need more den 7 hrs of slp~! feel tired n hungry easily... n i put on 3 kg of weight! im 43kg now!!! haiz... wonder where the 3kg goes... pray its not my tummy!~~~
finally i hav sth interesting gg on for my lab... dissecting rat! not done by me of coz... poor rat... its so active be4 overdosing with anesthetic. den... the demonstrator cut open its abdomen... all the organs spill out... n still can see the heart pumping! we are doing perfusion fixation actually... but im not gg thru the details with ya now... picture says it all... haha... so here u go...
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this is to fel: haha, rcv ur msg le! thx for ur 'so long den reply' updates~ all the best for ur agency n driving! haha... oh ya, now short hair in fashion ar... y so many ppl cut their hair short~ update ur blog n pics be4 i forgets how "beau..." ehh.. hmm... "...tiful" u look like ok? wahaha...
i'll update more after my ski trip!~
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wish upon a star atThursday, August 02, 2007.Thursday, August 02, 2007