oh no... its been so long since my last blog... tts a gd ting actually... i only think of blogging when sth bothering me or i got not better to do... haha... oh n partly... i've been gg out lately... alot of things i din update... as time goes by... too tired to update liao... haha...anw... this might be my last entry of the year... which is y i'm feel kinda sad? haha... i duno... tts y im here... haha...ok... i was suppose to be slping... went to bed at 2.50am... but its already 4am le!!! i spent the whole day researching for tassie itinerary and pack PART of my room... still got lot more to pack ar... anw... im already physically tired... try to slp early coz my family will be here in the mrn!!! dey will arrive at melb airport at 6.25am... taking 7.30am bus... probably rch my place in 30min time~ its gd thou... i planned almost everything nicely be4 dey come... have been waiting for this day... but... suddenly... i cant slp!!! i felt sad n keep thinking as thou sth is bothering me... y m i like tt ar? is it tt i cant bear to let go my freedom here or is it tt its the end of the life i've been like for the past few mths? i've been cursing tt my life sucks here... how nice it will be if im back in sg... but suddenly... all tis will end le... i wun be slping in this room alone anymore... got parents to nag at me le... will i still hav my own little space? i hope there's no big change... i duno what hav i missed... i duno how to react... one thing change for sure... i'm getting fat!!! haiz... duno y i cant slp... slp!!!! i hav to wake up early u noe? probably my mind keep tinking tt this is the last day liao... mus make use of it... so cant slp... coz once i wake up tml... my life will be different liao... *mind sorting in process* hopefully i can fall aslp be4 sunrise... wish me luck... nite...
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i scare i'm the one who changed. to me there is no difference coz i adapt to here, will i appear differently to others?
wish upon a star atWednesday, December 12, 2007.Wednesday, December 12, 2007