time flies... tt goes my 21st bday... haha... thx everyone for coming... i know its kinda boring... everyone just form its own groups... there's no unity... each person has its own 'take home msg'... well anw... its over... i'm just glad tt everyone came... be it those who stayed through out or just came to say 'hi'... haha! ;) its not easy nowadays to meet up or even see them ard if u noe what i mean... but i can tell who is sincere n who is not...
i noe celebrating with family is from the heart... n tt is really heart warming... tts wat i wan to feel for my 21st bday... tt ppl r willingly to celebrate with u... talking n chatting n wishing from their hearts... i loves to see smiles on my parents' n grandma's face... it bring us closer as a family... n not forgetting ming ming~~ spent lots of time, effort n money!!!! its really really a surprise for me~~ thanks!!
it come to worse with another grp... totally lost... after lunch... spending donkey yrs deciding where to go... each has its own mind... getting fewer n fewer ppl along the way... one left saying to meet his fren to buy stuffs n will come back later but he nv did... the other one from the moment we gg to take train... went different direction... luckily another grp of guys join us back in mind cafe... we had fun playing Taboo and Clue... half way left as they r booking in... left the 3 of us... haha... well anw, we had fun too~ :))
other den tt... everyday life is working... i'm so excited abt my 1st pay.. haha! finally i can contribute!~ oh.. went for 2 full day orientation! the duration was real long... talks n talks n tour too... can see how much effort they put in to train their staffs... good job! service from the heart. haha!
n im down with flu again! arrgghh... my ear block again... u noe how irritating tt is... haiz... n my tears keep falling like loosen tap... i cant control! worked today which is sat... today's kinda slack... no much samples n we hav chance to talk to each other more... went off early den usual, met ming at yishun for lunch n rush to yck for my driving lesson... i was kinda blur sometimes... partly coz im sick n my head is heavy... he said i'm ok n 3 lessons more shuld be enough to go for TP but i say no! i need more practise... cant afford to fail man... guess it just me tt is stressing myself... anw... after tt went to lib n borrow book... 'the five ppl you meet in heaven'. hopefully i can get thru with this one.. the previous 2 i just cant seems to be interested in... read a few pages on my bed n it is gd so far... went for dinner at woodgrove 'botak jones'. hmm... my mum said it wasnt as nice as expected... it was my dad who suggested to go there.. probably coz i mention it to them be4.. n they actually rem n brought us there despite tt he cant eat.. it mus be hard... i wish i can do sth... so i jus keep talking to see smiles on their faces... sometimes i jus feel tt there is little i can do... i tink by staying at hm is always gd... at least u noe ur family is tgt under one roof... spent rest of the night watching 'daredevil' with my bro... haha. nice to hav someone commenting n laughing while watching show tgt... eating tibits and hanging my legs over the shoulder of the sofa... after show went do to cycle by myself... sweat really chase my running nose away but it came back after i bathe... -_-|||
im feeling drowsy becoz of the medicine... guess i hav to turn in early now... hope i'll be feeling better tml... :)
wish upon a star atSaturday, March 29, 2008.Saturday, March 29, 2008
its friday finally... but i still gotta work tml.. :( n its 11.25pm now... gotta slp soon coz tml hv to rch there by 8am!!
working is very tiring i shuld say... oh! i got my 1st pay slip~ hehe... n its my 9th day of work only. hehe... i'm getting more robotic while doing work liao... coz its routine. n ive jus made a careless mistake~ lucky jus a minor one. just hope i din make a bad impression in front of those seniors...
i realized alot of things today... n really felt it... its really sad... but it makes me realized how insignificant i am to them... i did and tot so much... n for what? afterall the real deal is for me to be happy but am i after the whole damn thing? no.... sadly no... i could be just a simple reply or gesture... but it shows alot when the person dun mean it... i misses childhood days whereby ppl are friendly and innocent... growth ups are just blinded by whatever that they are bounded with now... i too cant see clearly of what really happening... guess i'm much more a receiver den a giver now... its not like i dun care.. is i not sure if its worth caring...
anw..................... tml wakes up will be another day le... its sat!!!! weekends finally...
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wish upon a star atFriday, March 07, 2008.Friday, March 07, 2008
whats so big deal abt 21st bday anw...
was thinking just a simple one with only close ones... a bbq... but come to tink of it... its raining season during march... its so hard to find a bbq pit with tap n shelter... its too late to book a chalet... was planning at orchid country club... even made a trip down there but found out they have too many restriction... book a cafe functional room very expensive... it count by per head... i hate troubles n hassles... was thinkin n planning n calling n asking the whole day... from bbq to buffet to catering etc etc... den come to think abt guest list is a headache too... what ex classmates or even relatives~ who really cares abt me anw~ thinking of the budget too... whether its worth it or not... arrghh! y so ma fan!!! suppose to be enjoyable... but its kinda late for everything now... wat the heck... i guess the last resort will be my hse...
i just want a simple yet sincere n memorable 21st bday...
forget it... shall slp early... i still have to wake up at 6am to go to work tml!!!!
i shall really think abt my life... whats impt whats not... sometimes i really wonder who r those who really cares abt me anw...
wish upon a star atSunday, March 02, 2008.Sunday, March 02, 2008