i only came to blog when i felt extreme feelings... where i duno where to turn to i will come to here. who cares anw... i just want to vent it out loud.
now i'm feeling very frustrated! just like any other boring day of my life... its mon as usual 1st day of the week... go to work n stuff... but i woke up with right swollen eye. its swelling n my veins r red... i tried to reduce the swelling by applying cloth with hot water... it still not getting any better... so i decided to take urgent leave to see doc. its 6.45am so i decided to send sms to my supervisor 1st. i tired to call at 7.15am but his hp off so i went back to slp at 7am n woke up 8am to make sure he gets my msg. its replied with an 'ok'. went back to slp again n woke up at 9am to see doc. when the clinic jus open, the doc havent even seen the 1st patient of the day i'm already 23rd on the list. so i went back home n ta bao breakfast back.
finally 11am i went to see doc. the swelling not as serious as compared to this mrn. the doc say its eye infection. n the doc confirm with me tt i had cold sore too. say my immune system gg down need to rest more drink more water n stuff... its common n not serious thou.. but he gave me 2 days of MC...
since the swelling gets better in the day so i tot of gg back to work tml... thou i'm temped to take 2 Days since tts what he gave me... after lunch n ate the drowsiness med i went to slp... my mum woke me up at 4.30pm saying my grandma called tt my supervisor said i did not tell him how many days of MC i'm taking... still feeling weak n tired due to the med i called him n tell him i'm taking 2 days. he said i should have told him earlier. qns me what time i go see doc n y i din call him earlier. i said i was slping. he say nx time muz tell him earlier. WTH... i'm still thinking of gg back to work tml if i gets better by tonight ma... since he wan an ans i've to tell ya its 2 days since tts what the doc gave me... ok fine... my bad den...
den at night my grandma called again in nag me abt the whole story... AGAIN! saying i should have call earlier so tt they can arrange ppl to do my job, must say one cannot last min bah bah bah... ... it goes on n on n on n on n on n on.................... i get really fed up u noe. I'm still thinking of gg back to work but on the other hand they thinks tt i'm irresponsible of my job!!!!! i keep arguing with her. but i state my point she states hers!!! no point talking man.... y do i have to explain myself when they dun even care~~ i thinking to myself if wed i go back n gave the MC my supervisor gave me the say lecture again... i duno how i will react... coz i jus cant take the blame for nth... i really duno what can happen if i argue back... just pray tt he wun ask...
tts what i hate abt been the small fish in a company... we r like at the lower rank... ppl jus keep asking for results n when things dun go well we r for them to blame... no wonder nobody likes him... but yet we have to appear nice so as not to leave bad impression... at the end of my work i keep thinking to myself this is not the life i wan for the rest of my working life...
i wan to further my education n get better job... i went for the career fair during weekends. fill up some forms from various health care company regarding application for scholarship / sponsorship. hear there is one on going n the actually ask ppl down for interview. i just applied n i hope i will get comfirmation soon. *cross fingers*
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