i'm in sch... bored as usual... hard to talk to ppl in sch~ argh!!! its gonna drive me crazy anytime~ feelin selfish and pissed off sometimes... i really cant help but feelin tis way~ i jus wan to seek for understanding n dun wish to explain myself... sometimes i jus need some time alone...
jus went to eat at kitchen culture with my classmates... i duno how to describe how i feel, jus feel weird... though we went there as a class even with facilitator ard... there were also ppl walking in small grps and have different topic to talk abt... abt maply story esp... guess i really not interested in it... but there are so many ppl talkin abt it... i'll jus live with it... and sometimes wonder off in my own world...
i'm sitting at one of the stairs outside the lab alone... felt so much better... in class are so intense n i feel very uncomfortable... y m i feelin tis way? y cant i jus joke ard like others in the class? nvm... 2 more days... after the last UT i can go out le... i can start planning what to do le... yeah... tml will be a better day :)(:
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