haha, every time i open 'create', i duno wat to update. there is alot of things in my mind but wasnt shown out most of the time. jus start at my current situation... its a looong day today. the fac required EVERY team to present, by rite all modules shuld finish by 4pm, but its 4.19pm now n it is only the 5th team presenting! still got 6th ppt n quiz. i'm already switched off after my team finish presenting. n i spend so many hours to do de slides but i only presents a few minutes. and i tink i done badly... at lost of tings i've missed out n alot of scientific words i duno how to pronouce!
having 6th ppt now... brb...
finally lesson ends... reflect on wat i've done today... nth to improve my daily grade! i tink i'm jus suck at it... i jus cant talk during discussion! alot of questions in my mind but i jus... eh... ar... orh... but it wun come out!!!! arghh... i hate myself for tt. i'm in 3rd yr n i'm still like tt~ guess i have to focus on my tests le. wat if i study so hard but results still sucks???? 1st test out le... my grades sucks~ suck-er den those tt say dey nv study... damn it! hate myself agn...
during sch n after sch i'm totally a different person. i'm so damn quiet in sch, even wif frens... i even lazy to leave me chair to accom fren go toilet etc... u noe... i jus dun feel like it. no feelings to anything... nth is fun, nth is interesting, nth! inside me i was like screaming!!! but outside i was like... cold... so every time after lesson i wanna rush home~~~ felt so much relieve when i'm alone, at hm or with ming ming... hehe...
now... gotta find solution to watever tt is a problem to me... i jus wan to grumble in my blog... haha... i gotta study smart! not blindly! focus on my test qns! i always misread it n ans wrongly! blah blah blah...
haiz... gtg le... gg to eat in sch n go meet ming ming... :)(:
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