its hard to get common understanding... people jus like to say the things they like... everyone jus wan a listener... den whoes gonna be the listener's listener?
things changes over time... life does... as well as people ard... wat hav i changed to? i still not sure... people comes in n out of my life... some stay for a very long period of time... some jus for a while... some jus out of my reach... nth stays the same... duno what to cherish... coz in the end... it will be gone for gd... i'm jus a passerby to any one too... i dun wish to stay for long... dun giv a damn... coz we dun always get back as much as we put it... so why bother?
always wondering at the same original point... not gg anywhere... dun dare to make a different step, dun dare to put in as much... scare i cant handle... afraid to fail... i expected alot from myself... coz wat i've got in the end is only myself... becoming more isolated, selfish, heck care, fake, confuse, frastrated and numb? not sure... coz everytime is different feelings and stories...
meaning of life? goals in my life? aim? acheivements? left untouch... jus hope for safe n smooth sailing...
everyday went thru the same old thing in sch... sucks seriously... hope to end it soon... cant wait to go oversea to study... if i ever hav de chance...
jus hoping for sth new n interesting... ya... i'm jus waiting... waiting for the moment to act... time being? jus floating ard...
wish upon a star atFriday, July 21, 2006.Friday, July 21, 2006