its 4.36am now. ya... still not slping... heres what i've done for the day:
mrn wake up at 11am... bathe n prepare to go out with my family. gotta spend time to blow dry n style me hair... the new daily contact lens giving me lots of trouble! its so soft n sticks to me finger more than to my eyes. n hard time getting it out man~ pinched my eyes ball a few times~ eeu~ anw, got myself dressed n head to heeren marchie... but it changed to other name. tts me, my 2 bros, dad, bday gal mum, my grandma n HK aunt who is gg back to HK tml!~ we order alot alot alot of food~ tts cod fish, pan fried dory, chicken, mashed potato, rosti, seafood combo, mushroom n shrimp soup, icecream n chocolate fondue!!!! super duper full man... can last til nite time~
after lunch, meet kim n anne at kbox. happy to hear their singing again.. familiar voices n singing... n i tink today my singing sucks~ no feeling, cant sing well... anw.. quite enjoy though... left eariler... btw, its cheap~ $10 on wkends for 3hrs!~
left at 6.40pm... head towards kallang... saw shu en n her boi boi~ haha so qiao we gg for the same concert n sat near each other... anw, i waited for my cousin at the bus stop, parked outside national stadium, walked to the indoor stadium. me n ming sat that the last row on the top! its free tic so cant complain much... too hungry went to buy hotdog with bun, guess wat? it cost $5 each! WTH, tts the most expensive hotdog bun i had la! we jus treat it as the price for coming to this concert... every singers great! live is powerful... esp. joey... oohhhh... haha... after which we n my cousins went for super at sembawang... eat, chit chat watch soccer match... my cousins send ming to meet mark n sent me hm!~ hm sweet hm~... its great to have such cousins n i hav 3 of them~ wahaha~ :)
another day has passed ... wat did i gain? alot... esp. today... i always wanting to have sth more than wat i hav been gg thru everyday... today is slightly abit more... more tots...
actually nth chance much though... still like the same things... singing, gg to beach, sunrise, little prince... sth so familiar n once did tgt too... but tings changed... still likes the same things... jus tt with diff ppl... jus be content tt they r happy with sum1 n we once shared tt be4 too... well.. its always easier to say... haha...
things changed... hard to differentiate what keeps the same n wat has alreadi changed. no assurence, no true talk... jus normal... n wat is normal? words tt doesnt goes with actions. jus let it be... n wish all the best
has always been there... nv noe how gd it is until now den i realise... im grateful... will try to cherish it... though nv say it out... but i hope is there... time will tell...
has always been gd too me... too gd til i duno wat to do... i duno how to cherish as much as u do... probably dun dare... jus hope for ur understanding... dun expect more from me... i cant giv as much... for i will not let u down... plz be patient with me... time will tell...
my life is like a puzzle... pieces every where... duno where they belong... its here n there... sth tt i hav to sort out myself... n its hard when there are in pieces... its different from the start... i duno how to go abt making it better... may not be as strong... but i will try... m i trying hard enough? or i tired too hard? i cant see the line... things still unclear... everyday i may hav diff tots... still choosing which is the best before settling down... some times still wish for a guardian angel... mb tt will make me feel better... it may be unreal.. but it is comforting ... at least at some pt of time... :)(:
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