ops, im here to blog again... im really bored at hm la... despite the work load... haiz... if im in sg i'll be meeting ming de... oh mb not now coz he is in the middle of exam... haha...
well i jus wanna share my tots... its very hard to hav a listener... blog is the best place for my own flow of tots n reflection of myself when i read it again... i m my own listener... :)
i tink its just psychology... ppl tends to feel better when some1 understands or know exactly how it feels... just like listening to a song that sang out lyrics of ur tots... just like reading tarot cards... it trigger my own tots n subconscious state of mind... or i just deceiving and consoling myself? haha...
how you feel about yourself now (The Hanged Man)You feel a little confused and perhaps fearful because you sense or know that there is someone or something you need to give up to be able to move on. This self-sacrifice isn’t always clear - you may not even know quite what or whom you should give up. This is a time of passage from one phase of your life to another and The Hanged Man can signify a time of spiritual development too. Perhaps you need to try and look at things from a different perspective.i duno how i should spent the rest of my semester... should i sacrifice enjoyment for studies? how hard should i studies? i have to set my mind if i choose to work hard for my studies. looking at different perspective - mb i should enjoy n work hard for studies at the same time, need not sacrifice anything, just that i have to learn how to balance both of it at the same time.
what you most want at this moment (Wheel Of Fortune)The cards suggest karen, that what you most want at this time is a turning point in your life and positive change - well expect it now. Life will go up a gear or two and events will accelerate forward. Destiny is at play here - have you noticed a number of events that seem rather a coincidence? This is synchronicity, trust it and go with the flow.yes, i always wanted a change in my life. i always feel something is not enough but i don't know what is it. i don't feel too much or too low emotions... neither very happy nor very sad. like some part of my is numb... i don't know what to expect out of myself or i should say i don't know or accept my limitations. haha but whats my destiny? i don't see any sign lei. mb i just go with the flow... keep blurring myself.. haha.
your fears (The Star)You are fearful of the future and rather lacking in self-belief - you are afraid your hopes will be dashed. Well don’t be, this is your wish card - a time of joy and fulfillment. Good health, possibly after a time of illness, and good fortune that will give you a new zest of life. If considering a new love affair, new job or career, or travel, then go for it. You may also receive a gift or gifts!yes! i scare i put too much effort n hope but the result doesn't turn out to be the way i expected! lacking self-belief, i don't what is enough... just keep trying blindly... or playing safe... i just wish that i could score well for my semester 2... i nv knew i could score distinctions n now after sem1 i expecting more from myself... is this what i want to fulfill in my life or i just afraid of losing? and what will i lose if i don't get my fulfillment? my limitations?
what is going for you (Judgement)Brand new potential, an opportunity which once given must not be ignored, a new project, decision or relationship that could affect the rest of your life. You will enjoy success and enjoyment for past efforts, events will pick up a pace and the outcome will be quicker than expected.ya... mb i should continue trying my best w/o worrying what the results may be. (but its so hard not to worry esp for me!!) its a very gd opportunity to come aussie n study and for only 1 yr to get a degree. i should enjoy my life here and maintain my results... ya... hope time will pass faster than i expected and everything will fall back into places...
what is going against you (The World)As always, fear holds us back and so often leads to missed opportunities. Do not give up or change direction this late in the game just because you have experienced delays - stick with it, have faith and trust the universe, and you will reach the successful conclusion you are wanting.ya lor! i always got lots of UNNECESSARY fears and worries. haha my delays is slacking and lacking behind of my expectation? ya... mb i should have more confident n keep aiming high. at most i fall real hard and go crazy and unhappy about myself if i don't success lor. haha!
outcome (The Lovers)Love is coming into your life even if you really can’t see where from at this time. If you are on your own a new lover will soon enter your life. If you are in an unhappy relationship you have a choice to make - go with your heart, take the risk, greater happiness is ahead of you.haha no! im in a happy relationship now. mb i need to have more faith and confident in it. i still cant give in totally... i'm not crazing drowning in word of love... but i am true n faithful to u. i couldn't be happier w/o u... time will tell... how stable our relationship will be... hehe... more to come k... there is nth i can do (except webcamming with u) but to look fwd to the day that u will come find me... :)
haha... see la. time for dinner liao... haha! i gotta really put my heart into my sch work later!
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