duno what happen to my pic in my old blog... cant see the ger anymore. sad. so i decided to change... din really hav the time to choose n edit till nice nice... so tis wat i have so far... hmm...i duno wat to say abt the past few days... life here is getting tougher... struggling alot within myself. alot of tings went thru my mind... i duno where to begin... probably update again when i clear my mind...as for right now... i just woke up not long ago! haha. slept at 4am ytd! its fri today... another weekends ahead... meaning its getting nearer to deadline for assignments n mcq mid exam! haiz... i tink i'm losing energy liao... i dun hav the drive to do work anymore... haiz... tts very bad! its last sem liao! few months to go n tts it! but my engine is dyiing liao... haiz! its very frustrated at times when i dun hav the mood to do work, forcing myself to do doesn't make it gd. haiz! worst of all... i have no life at all!!! at all!!!!!!!! everyday sch sch sch sch sch!!! arrgghh! its driving me crazy! tts no place for me to relax... i wanna go cwp, i wanna go party world, i wanna sit on sofa n watch tv, i wanna sanyang nicole whenever i feel stress or sad, i wanna meet up with frens jus to hang out, eat sing or whatever, i wanna meet ming at every end of the day n tell him watever things tt is gg on during the day, i wanna sing sing sing, i wanna vent vent vent! i'm so tied up here! i'm not myself at all! i duno even noe myself at times... its like i'm zombie or sth... dead...i miss old times... i misses alot of tings. i wanna do alot of tings. i wanna cut my hair. but i dun dare to cut short here. i jus cut my hair thou... at a korean hair studio... jus trim it... more layer but she cut until my fringe damn short and my hair now become very thin!!!!! watever... i dun care so much anymore... im lifeless now... nth ever matter... haiz...i miss my home... i wan my life back!!!!!!!!!its really hard for me to live my life recently... feel lost at times... n worst of all i cant express it out... i am so different n i duno wat to do... alright... gotta drag myself to do things again...hope it will be better...:)(:
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