just had my dinner after my last entry... n i'm sitting in front of my com again... duno wat to do... lets see... i've got:- seminar essay- hup lit review- imm mcq- lab reporty cant i jus finish them asap?? y m i stuck? i got no drive or energy to do work... whats gg on in me? is tt all i can tink abt? what will i be doing if i'm in sg? with the same workload but with frens n family ard i tink i'll do better... i will have something to do to keep sch work out of my mind for awhile, really enjoy myself before doing work again... but here... nth... nth i can do to make me feel happy... seriously all i have is my room and my com... i need other stuffs to keep me alive. all these or so dead! haiz... i know it doesnt help by thinking sth tt is not gg to be happen... but seriously what can i do here?????????????? ming is working very hard for our future he said... haha... he is working very hard to earn more money to enjoy when he comes to aussie... thank u dar... thank u so so so so much... u did so many things for me... even when we are distance apart... u even rem to write story for me every 13th of the month! im so touched. n all i can think and do now is my studies... which is what i'm here for but i'm not doing it well... erm... mentally... i got no drive and mood for studies. what we can only do now is webcam and talk on phone... which i'm already quite happy abt it... w/o u i duno wat will happen to me here... i love talking to u at the end of the day... i feel more relax and u make my day not as bad as i tot... but sumtimes i would prefer u to be by my side... no need to say anything... just let me lie on ur shoulder or ur tummy n watch tv or doing nth i also happy. haha... but now that you are working... i cant talk to u as n when i wan... but its okies... we will still talk be4 slp... thank u dar... jia you wor! dun tired urself k? i miss u so so so so much!!:)(:
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