its friday finally... but i still gotta work tml.. :( n its 11.25pm now... gotta slp soon coz tml hv to rch there by 8am!!
working is very tiring i shuld say... oh! i got my 1st pay slip~ hehe... n its my 9th day of work only. hehe... i'm getting more robotic while doing work liao... coz its routine. n ive jus made a careless mistake~ lucky jus a minor one. just hope i din make a bad impression in front of those seniors...
i realized alot of things today... n really felt it... its really sad... but it makes me realized how insignificant i am to them... i did and tot so much... n for what? afterall the real deal is for me to be happy but am i after the whole damn thing? no.... sadly no... i could be just a simple reply or gesture... but it shows alot when the person dun mean it... i misses childhood days whereby ppl are friendly and innocent... growth ups are just blinded by whatever that they are bounded with now... i too cant see clearly of what really happening... guess i'm much more a receiver den a giver now... its not like i dun care.. is i not sure if its worth caring...
anw..................... tml wakes up will be another day le... its sat!!!! weekends finally...
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