it feels so gd to be back in sg again... haha! sudden have tt kind of feeling... life is so much better in sg den aussie... was doing a little thinking while i was bathing just now... was lost in thoughts in my own world.. i've thought thru lots of things... been thinking how i wan my future to be...
back to the ground... sex and the city is so nice!~ it makes the movie money worth while. haha... met ming, fel n gene at amk hub... went to the cheapest jap set meal place for dinner... its really cheap i shuld say... but the food is so so ok ok only... what more can expect from tt price range... but got free flow of green tea~ haha... anw... watched sex and the city with fel n gene... yes... the 3 of us only. haha~ ming went hm early to celebrate his mum's bday.... the show is great! thou i din watch the drama series... but it did show a few mins of flashback for each character... its full of brands and fancy dresses... like it is so easy to get~ haha... who dun wish to have tt kind of luxury life? aww... how i wonder... haha!
money factor... how to save up man? have been spending my money... last mth esp. din really buy anything for myself... have been spending on bdays and mother's day presents... worse still... GSS is here... since i'm working ive been thinking of spending more den what i used to to make myself feel happy... there's endless things on my buy list! awww... how i wish i can afford anything i want.... haha! the tots makes me what to find some job tt can earn big bucks! but where to find man... thinking abt my job now... do i really want to work in the lab for the rest of my 'career' life? its challenging thou... alot of memory work... do i enjoy doing it every 8hrs of the day of my everyday life? sometimes i would prefer human contact... like helping and have direct contacts with patients etc etc... but u noe.... great power comes with great responsibilities... haha! oh... n i saw a masters course opening~~~~ was thinking of trying it even thou i think its damn hard to get it... 1st its sg, 2nd its under the division of graduate of medical studies... duh~ it sounded so chiam already!!! to get into the course is one thing, to get the scholarship for tt is another... fat hope i guess~ was thinkin of trying scholarships since i still got my study loans to pay off for the next 4 yrs!!! it really cost alot for my parents to afford overseas studies~ its all abt money!!! how am i gonna repay them? shuld i keep moving on with this job or further studies to get a 'better' paying job? haiz... im still working on tt... it comes to... what i want to see myself to be in the future... sometimes i feel like trying out n not following play safe route... hello~ i'm 21 yrs old liao!~ ppl say time will pass very fast from this age to 30s... OMG~ im old... much older den my look~ haha!!! i still so short n small in size~ hahaha!
tell me what to do man... i still wanna enjoy now n for the rest of my life...
back to ground again... its 12.14am... time to slp... or else i'll be tired at work again...
-_- ||| *yawns* haiz....
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